I am fluid and flowing like this recollection
Skipping lifetimes faster than the half-times of the sun
Through the oblivious and blood in a slit vein
Into a dark night like enchanted moonlight
Spreading wildfire one bush a time and blazing

Delusion cannot past this test of awakening
Parallel and directly above the path of my thoughts
Is there any magic where you and I meet tonight
Fleeting moments of awarness drunk in one shot
White and dripping aftermath matching this moonlight

Come, kiss, arouse and stab
We are possessed one limb at a time
Show me the way to let go, to flow
Faster than the blood in my heart already is
My wrist is slit, my craving lit, this ending a pointless habit

Sometimes I wish it would all go away

Sometimes I wish more would come my way

But at all times there is a stain somewhere

And I wonder how long you'll remain

A virgin, pure and undefending

But it keeps ringing

My ears, they cause imbalance

Is that the sun setting or the earth rising

I cannot say. I don't want to stay. I don't want you stained.  

I dream in this world
Lonliness as a backdoor to escape
All that my eyes cannot bear to see
All thats now, here & drinking from an ocean of karma

I started on many journeys
Hoping to hear that voice which I know is mine
But silence eluded me & lonliness always came devoid of you
I am searching for those arms I can always run to

Come, let us spend some time in our confusion
And let us sit in silence to figure out the answers
The peaceful river flows at a distant corner
The crowded street is a perfect place to start this with laughter

I dream in this world
Lonliness as the curtains I drape
Behind which lies things my eyes have seen
But everything is in the now, here & making the ocean of karma

So the river flows, the laughter continues
You just learn to live with everthing else
You just learn to forget, forgive, accept and look beyond shoulders
The time is now, the time is now, the time is now