This is not a good frame of mind to blog. To blog something that is supposed to make sense. I am bored to the core of my being, and the fact that there is something exciting waiting for me when I get back home makes this wait even more torturous. Basically, I am bugged of work today, but I know the day is going to be long and I cant leave this seat till late. Gawd, Monte Cristo’s time behind bars would have felt like a vaction compared to this. As you may have noticed, I have been doing some surfing to keep myself from nodding off, but frankly, none of that interests me anymore…..oh..’anymore’…how about slipping into some nostalgia….like recally the 30 rupees I used to pay to get online, on pathetically slow (or dead) speeds, until a few years ago….today, i can surf on a high speed dedicated line for a good part of the day….only that I really dont have much quality surfing to do…I wouldn’t say that the thrill of going online died with the advent of the always-on connection I got at home, once I finished colllege, but I would certainly say that I can’t recall the last time I did something worthwhile on the net. Ofcourse, depending on what I think is ‘worthwhile’, I can alternatively also feed off my ego knowing that my music collection is neighbour’s envy (my actual neighbour’s torture, considering that I like my music loud), the collection of sofware I have downloaded from the net would give the antipiracy department a run for its money…and filesharing I have done can be rivalled only by a few peculiar charcters like Faheem….i do have a lot of bytes on my hdd used up, and that is a victory flag I can wave, but my priorities are different at the moment (right now, i dont want to be anywhere close to a PC)….. the net is great…you can redefine your ‘kicks’ and eat your heart out, online…but end of day…what’s the fucking point……you got a lot of music and appz….but then, does that justify the time you have spent collecting it? Yeah…actually, thinking abt it, it does…to an extent Guess my ego won…..